Thursday, July 4, 2013

I am a little lonlier

July 03rd, 2013.

I have lost a part of my life, and she'll never come back. I know she is in a much better place, and I have feeling that she is happy.

You'll always be in my heart, you've taught me so much and I am here to carry forward your legacy.


Thursday, January 24, 2013

My "ultimate" mix tape, and possibly my last...


Dated Nov 2007:
Steve Vai, Whispering a Prayer : For a while I felt this was the greatest song to be ever recorded. The guitar plays in perfect harmony, and it seems to suck out the darkness from inside me. I have no idea why.


Dated Jan 2013:
Dire Straits, Brothers in Arms : Grew a fascination with this slow blues song; the lyrics are soft but very penetrating. It makes me feel old, and grateful for what I have.


Dated July 2013:
Steven Wilson, The raven that refused to sing - Reminds me of Dida.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Winding thoughts of a clever nature

The morning sun, shines across the heaven,
where the lights are free and the winds are swift
In clouds I see your smile and feel how worthwhile
my life is

Intrigued by circumstances we snuggle in beneath
the fireflies burning their spirits with the morning dew
on their wings hazing their bright individuality.

As the thought crosses my mind how meager our lives are
and the incomprehensible struggles that has gotten us thus far
like fireflies we burn in the absence of a light
which guides us into the night, we and our bright love, maybe

When it lands softly on your skin, like a feather, you feel within
the greatness, the harmonious signs of the universe floating in
a bright blue light, the impudence to breathe, to feel one with oneself
and through your eyes, I see myself, grow to the point of no return.

Painting a picture, the best we can do.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I like to write on a black screen with grey fonts - pretty ecstatic ain't it. Read a tweet - Life is a bitch, now we have learnt to classify life into one of the loyal species known to mankind, in one context or another - what an irony !!! On a cold chilly summer night, my thoughts were caught mid-flight and I have nowhere else to go, nowhere else to grow - just in the dark hoping my shadows does not show to the passer by with a torch, and his Ferrari on my porch. Rapid movement of fingers twitching in the cold, in your head, where you can see a cracked you and hear a voice that said : Remember what your mom taught you - Remember what you taught yourself. Time and tides are tied on a string of hope, selfworth and career paths are no little jokes, how can you lay them bare with a pinch of salt without any care. To decide where you need to break the lines to see them as a poem, is something you will decide, not the pope - nor Eminem. And why do you ask yourself the true motive to live, to be happy and keep people snappy. When did the train turn around on its own track, without such huge burden of anonymity on your back. Make it worthwhile while it last, make it special as a cast. Change your tone because the audience likes it that way, harsh roars, ascetic lines and lightning words typed in a fray.. disarray !!!

Call - gtg .. Good talking :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Oooh .. He wakes up at 3 am and says, "Let's see if I have a blog". Why should it occur to you if the earth is sleeping or awake. Its quite exhilarating to shout out loud on a web-page, and I am still uncertain about it. What if some one reads my blog.. STUPID.. I like the ones that are written about technicalities with technical quotes, technical specifications, technical jargons and take-a-break !!! But the ones that are descriptive is rather monotonous and seems boring, unless there is spiteful humor, because seriously miss, you are grossly mistaken if you think I would like to read about what the doctor smelled like when he was extracting your tooth.

So now tell me something : can you know a person from the blog he/she writes ? Or rather is it important ? I'll tell you ... ha, I lied. So why do people shout out loud on web pages spending time typing experiences, juvenile thoughts and confusions, irritations, confessions for the world to read and comment on ? Yes just like me. And why are you reading this ? Aren't you tired of me already ? Something funny: lot of people "try" to be modest by saying, "so if you have reached till here/if you're still alive/if your IQ is still more that your shoe size", guess what .. time is the only thing we have in life :)